Thursday, February 25, 2010

Let The Waters Rise

I have never experienced more faith based living than I have in the past few weeks. I don't even know the words to describe my brokenness. My confusion, my peace, and my feeling of love.

I am so ready for God to take control of my life, however I am not totally sure the people around me are ready for that quite yet... I have been so focused on God and his purpose whatever that may be. I ask that you just if you feel led begin praying about the future and whatever it may provide. I am so uncertain about what is yet to come, but I know it's going to be good!

I also have another request that lays heavy on my heart if you could lift a friend of mine up in prayer... Her husband was diagnosed with cancer. Please just cover both of them in prayers I just pray that God can minister to them despite the confusion of such a complex diagnosis.


I hope to post more later.... Yet I always say that!

Thursday, February 4, 2010


Well, there hasn't been much book talk on here- however in daily life there has been LOTS of book talk. I really wanted some photographs to depict the life I have been living and what exactly has been going on especially if I was going to include some within the book and what not. So I was absolutely elated when Megan agreed to do some photos for me! She met up with me in the morning and then we got together with friends later on to play a game of Taboo at a cafe in the city near my college. She was an excellent photographer and we all commented on how we totally forgot we all were being photographed. Very exciting! Enjoy!

Turning 19.

Well, it's true for all of you who are so good at stalking you have realized another year has passed and I am another year older. It's hard for me to believe in some instances. I just can't get over how fast life seems to be jolting before my eyes.

Now it's 8:19 in the morning and I will just have you know that in my 19 year old body I am now much more productive and much more emotional since I have turned 19, instead of back in my 18 year old body. One might see this by the fact I have been up since 6:00 this morning and I have written a total of 8 pages for a paper that I have been working on. But you will also see my tears randomly welling up like when I opened my door and observed a present that I had gotten from a girl on my floor, just a simple present of play-doh but it brought me to tears. *sigh* I guess sometimes these things just happen.

A lot has happened over the past few weeks but it has been a mental block of how exactly to summarize these points and what to write. It is all just a point of confusion in a lot of ways! So hard to believe that I am getting so close to 20. I would like to stay in my teens forever!

Have a good day! :)