Friday, May 8, 2009

I felt a stirring in my heart.

My heart hurts and aches and burns. I feel so lost you know...
They say they care and they do a good job acting so too.
Yet when the push comes to the shove and the motion is needed to act,
I feel like they don't.
I feel alone.
How come you can feel so lonely in a crowded room.
There is barely any standing room yet there you are-
Look at me.
Here I am.
Exposed.
I am alone here.
You say it's fine...
So I say it's fine too.
I have some news,
I don't think it is really fine.

5 comments:

purplemoose said...

Alone in a crowd. . . you might be surprised of many of us feel like this. :( Sorry you are feeling so low tonight.

TheEclecticElement said...

Hopefully this will make you feel better.
I left you something on my blog :D

http://theeclecticelement.blogspot.com/

Tracy P. said...

It's so hard not to be understood. Harder to be MISunderstood. May you know the comforting presence of the Savior who was the most misunderstood person in history. He TOTALLY understands. May you sense him holding you.

Grace said...

You have inspired me for the short while I've been following your blog. I just come here tonight to offer you hugs and prayers.

Julie said...

I'm sorry you're feeling so low. It's funny, I wrote a poem similar to that years ago.
I have a friend who has been going through some serious health challenges for the past 4 years. He has a blog and I thought you might like reading what he has to say. He's very inspiring to me. It's jasonslifeisgood.blogspot.com