Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Things were going so well...

Today I got this annoying little notification on my e-mail account that basically told me my inbox was too full.

So I pressed the little advancement thing to see the end of my account. Upon doing this I began a marathon of deleting old e-mails... When I was doing this I saw the many schedules I had received. My weekly training logs. I thought wow. I was living the dream! At the beginning of this year I was doing everything I had ever wanted to. I was on the Cross Country team at school, I was doing really well in my classes, and I was running just about every day. I had connected with some really awesome people...

What could possibly get me hung up right? Wrong!

The beginning of this year was the hardest yet... I had a horrible beginning to the semester despite the fact that it shouldn't have been trouble at all. I was focusing on myself and it caused a lot of inner turmoil. I just wanted to rely on myself... Hmm... Well, despite everything being "perfect" it didn't end with a perfect picture time dropped ending. However, it has taught me more, and above that: I really believe that it gave me a friendship that wouldn't have happened otherwise. God is so cool like that.

So Praise God for the not-so picture perfect ending.

3 comments:

Candice said...

Vic <3

I just wanted to let you know that I think you have an incredibly beautiful heart.

I also wanted to let you know that God surely has a plan for you, and though getting there may not look or seem "picture perfect", the end result will be. In His eyes. I've watched you weather hardship that most will never have to face, and you handled every step and every obstacle with the upmost faith. You are being shaped into one of the most strong, beautiful girls I know. It's all in the plan.

Sending love.

Rebekah said...

I dont know even KNOW you, but I know that is true...

Rebekah said...

I dont even KNOW you, but I know that is true...