Sunday, January 4, 2009
Just another day.
This break has been overwhelming for me. It hasn't really been peaceful and things have been frustrating. I can't believe how much my favorite holiday turned into the most stressful and unpleasant times of the year. I don't know what has come over me but the last few weeks the joy has been sucked out of the week. For the first time in a long time I skipped church and I had no real desire to go... I have to work on picking myself back up but it has been a really low time for me. After spending the New Years Eve alone and just not getting anything done- it feels really lonely. I am so sick of everything. It has been a rough time. So today I guess, I ask for prayer because it has been so hard for me and I don't even feel like me any more.