Sunday, January 4, 2009

Just another day.

This break has been overwhelming for me. It hasn't really been peaceful and things have been frustrating. I can't believe how much my favorite holiday turned into the most stressful and unpleasant times of the year. I don't know what has come over me but the last few weeks the joy has been sucked out of the week. For the first time in a long time I skipped church and I had no real desire to go... I have to work on picking myself back up but it has been a really low time for me. After spending the New Years Eve alone and just not getting anything done- it feels really lonely. I am so sick of everything. It has been a rough time. So today I guess, I ask for prayer because it has been so hard for me and I don't even feel like me any more.

6 comments:

Kimber said...

I'm sorry to hear you are having such a rough way to go of it. Hoping things look up for you really soon. Will continue keeping you in my prayers sweety.

Queenie Jeannie said...

Hang in there hun!! Faith will see you through....especially in the "dark"!

Amy B said...

I have been thinking about you. I hate that you are so down right now. You have ever right to be discouraged. So while you work on your strength and emotions..I will pray for you non stop. Hugs

Kelsey said...

Prayer coming your way! But you already knew that....

Things will get better, even if you don't think so. It takes time and it's hard to be patient.

Renee said...

So sorry you are struggling right now Victoria. Hang in there and remember one of my favorite reminders...not to believe everything you think....sometimes it is the "illness" talking.
Gentle hugs

Noelle said...

I feel ya right now. I am going through the same thing..well for the last 4-5 months. I don't feel like me at all. Life is just difficult at times. I will be praying for you missy. Take care. Love your fellow Lymie, Noelle