I don't really know what to write.
However, I have delayed the updates to the Internet long enough and now I feel it's only right to write.
I have been disappointed in how things have ended up. I am tired, and weak still... However, I did make the journey back to college this weekend. I got to enjoy the company of some good friends and got to see our Cross Country Race this weekend. I haven't started training again, and I honestly don't know if I will be training or racing again this season...
I am also back on seizure medicine.... Which is almost a feeling of defeat as I feel like: why? Why me? Why today?
But: when it comes down to it:
I am here. I am alive. It's me updating again.
I will update again, soon.