Friday, December 5, 2008


So now that I am a senior and this is my very last chance to take the SAT to get into the schools I have applied to, I really need to do well tomorrow. I have had every obstacle placed in my way to NOT let this test go well tomorrow. I am getting the little jitters about taking the test a bit. I don't even know why but it's just to me, ridiculous that we can be tested by one standard test and it has a lot of weight by what we achieve. I really feel like they care, if they base me off of one number on one specific day. Out of 365 days they choose the test day to take that score and know what you are? I don't think it's right. You can disagree but isn't a GPA good enough where you have a collection of grades making up you? Not just one score? I don't get it. I probably never will but hey, I am doing what they ask of me. Please be praying for me as I wake up as a normal school day tomorrow and have to be at the test center at 7:45. I am going to be using my testing accommodations and hopefully those will help. I also just found my graphing calculator decided tonight it would show it needs new batteries so we will be leaving extra early so that I can get new batteries on the way so I don't risk taking the test without a calculator tomorrow. I am so nervous! Guess this makes up for my relaxation up to this point. I have just been wiped out!

Thank you for the support you guys have given me and I hope I will see through even this ridiculous test- for sure it will not cause pain, there will be no pokes or blood drawn, how bad can a test really be? I guess one thing can be assured I will not get any result out of this test that could be proven fatal or could tell me that statistics say things will not be good for me. There is always hope for the community college and I have even considered just applying there getting accepted and having the ease of mind I am in. So I don't have to worry if I get two other rejection letters. Things will work out! Just now, pray I get up at 5 so everything works according to plan. I will be even more frazzled if anything else happens.


Kelsey said...

Positive thinking girly! That's all you can do tomorrow.
If you can, bring some snacks and water with you to the test. Each time I took it, I made sure to go to Starbucks first to get some caffeine in me. Try and eat things in the morning that are packed with protein (like eggs).

Good luck and big hugs! You'll do fine and it will be over in no time.

Kimber said...

You will be in my prayers today.
Good luck!!

Nanny Goats In Panties said...

Oh, I hope you scored really high today!

Merry belated SITSmas! Is there any eggnog left?

Cole Twins said...

I sure hope the test went well for you today!!! Crossing our finger for you!

Renee said...

Hope your test went well.
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Mimi said...

I hope you did well on the SAT's.

I left an award for you on my blog!